Long time

Itz been a long time... almost an year since i blogged.I am in Pheonix now... a proper family man who just does work, does his daily chores and dozes off tired. :-) Many things that i used to do in my Bachelor life are all a matter of past... i don't read... blog...

Itz all my Work that i think off... even in my sleep...I just changed the about me column in orkut that says more about my work here...."Life is a complex and interesting game... We should understand the players... the depth to which one should trust, rely, help...But as in any system... there are anomalies... like a result of an unbalanced equation... People whom we can trust unconditionally..."

Invitation

Lazy Sunday

Laughter.

Ma Room…
Kichu playing his remixes from Laptop,
Georgy doing his routine things with minimum energy and
Ikru dancing around with his same old steps singing the same old Ormakai.

What about me?
I am sitting in a corner with a book, fully relaxed, fully isolated from the world of tensions, reading and laughing at the same time.

When a song starts, Kichu shoots his usual question asking us to identify which song it is. Georgy’s prompt humorous reply usually follows that.

Laughter again.

Things can’t get better, I mused.
It’s nice to spend a Sunday afternoon like this away from the tensions of home, office and relatives. It’s really amazing to just lazily spend an afternoon in my bed with a book and roomies around.

Things will change soon. I can never just lie down lazily like this may be. I’ll always be filled with real life tensions, one or the other. Yes, Life has to change. It’s been almost 4 years I am spending a life like this. Yes may be it’s changing for better. But is it a bit early?

Next song has started and Kichu’s question is back. Each time he asks the question with the innocence of a kid. This time, Ikru is not ready to answer, He says “…..”.

Laughter again.

People Say

People say I have changed, did I?

Mom says I don't call. Sis crib that I don't care. Friends ask why this change.

I Wonder... Did I really change?

May be I did. This is normal, it happens to everyone.

I Ponder... If it’s a known fact, why do people still crib? Or is this cribbing just a part of the whole process.

True my priorities are changing but it has to. All knows it has to.

Yonder… girl, who is she?

A stranger has come to my life, taking the place above all. Whom I cared and loved all my life seems to have become secondary. This is how it is, comes the common answer.

But still when People say... I have changed. I think again. Did I?

Four Letter Word

Initially it was hard to digest things. Her extra attention, her care, her love…
I was unable to accept it or rather I was scared to.

I don’t know when my confusion turned into Love, a background change that had happened unnoticed.

When the day came for her to leave me for few days, it showed its true color.
Yes, that day I realized I was in Love.

May be this is what people call True Love, about which millions of poems are written, still until it comes to you one can never understand.

Something I had always heard of but never experienced.

Desire and Despair

It’s said that “when you really want something to happen, the whole universe conspires so that your wish comes true.”

Sometimes things are like, the more you desire, the farther it will go. With your each step forward, you’ll feel like its taking two steps away from you. As it moves away, the harder you work.

Even with the mocking multitude, you still work. Even harder. Even more Harder. Harder than ever.

At one point, you’ll feel it’s lost forever. When your desire turns despair. When we leave it to fate saying it’s not my destiny.

And one day when you have lost all hope and have started feeling contented with what you have, you will receive it as a surprise Gift for all that you had done.

Life plays all such games. Our Life itself is a Game, which has to end today or tommorow. Our duty is to play it best, as we may not get a chance again and leave the rest to God.

As Time Flies...

As Time flies
As Relations fade
As new People come
As old People go
As Relations break.
As Wounds heal
As Love goes for a vacation
As Hate shows up from nowhere
As Friends come
As Foes come
As Darkness spreads
As Light glows
As we welcome Changes
As Time flies

You may meet many people sweeter than me
But never a "Me"

You'll always be special for me
Coz there is only one "You"