Life without u…

Without you...
I feel
As if am not living…
As if I don’t exist…
As if I am a mechanical device…

I smile… as if am smiling for someone else…
I laugh… as if am laughing for someone else…
I Live… as if am living for someone else…

In just one week…
I forgot… how to smile for myself…
I forgot… how to laugh for myself…
I forgot… how to live to myself…

I think …
It was for you… I always smiled…
It was for you… I always laughed…
It was for you… I always lived…

I now know…
Only When I smile for you… I was smiling for myself…
Only When I laugh for you… I was laughing for myself…
Only When I live for you… I was living for myself…

Miss you …